Twins

Sometimes, I find myself wondering what I would think of a person if they treated others the exact same way I do. I can't help but think I would hate them within two minutes. I'm always eager to help, but scared and shy about receiving it. I'm always unnecessarily kind to strangers but mean and teasing with people close to me. I always say to speak your mind and try to understand everyone, but I hold myself back from voicing the majority of my thoughts and while I still do my best to understand, that doesn't mean I do it happily. =_= I don't know for sure, but I think my hypocriticalness reaches a peak whenever I come home.