....Was an all-nighter, twice napped, day with two movies, one interview, and one paper due. I honestly want to fall into bed and sleep til New Years, but bf is staying the night and he's down at the lab working. *siiiiigh* I also desperately need a shower. I don't feel very fresh, and I don't want anything not-clean under my sheets. Weird, maybe. Sanitary, hell yeahz. Even though I go home in four days for the year, I'm tempted to change my sheets just because.
We saw Yes Man (my third time) and X-men, the newest one out just today tonight. And bf took his physics test, and we had pokey stix for dinner, and I have drunk so many cups of tea and bottles of water that I think I could become a waterbed.
Honestly, I feeling the lack of motivation that Rozy is. I'm tired. And I'm gonna clean til bf comes back. Ciao.
Scene from one of the best stories on the internet (yes, fanfiction, but it's pretty innocent comparatively....)
“Umm, Hinata?”
“That’s Hinata-sama to you, slave!!” Naruto’s eyes widened as Hinata cracked the whip- making a sound like a pistol-shot. In a horribly clichéd moment; Naruto’s life flashed before his eyes.
Miso Pork Ramen…Shrimp Ramen… Beef Ramen…Korean Barbeque… Korean Barbeque Ramen(Do they even have that?)
His and Sasuke’s first kiss…Ramen…The day Sasuke told him he was his best friend…Ramen…Peeking at Sakura in the public bath…The subsequent hospital visit…
Running through the fields with his faith dog, Lassie… Wait, that memory wasn’t even his.
All Naruto knew at this point was that he didn’t want to die. He wanted to live…LIVE!!
Before Naruto could speak, Hinata landed on him with a soft thud, knocking the wind out of him.
“Naruto, sometimes in the throes of pleasure, people might shout out things they don’t mean. Like say ‘stop twisting them, you crazy bitch, you’re going to break them off!’, ‘where the hell do you think you’re putting that thing?’, ‘vibrators shouldn’t have horsepower’ or ‘I swear to god, I’ll have you institutionalized.’ That’s why we are going to have a safety word.”
Naruto voice squeaked out in horror: “Safety word?”
“Yes, just as a precaution, and for tonight is it’s ‘Verbloggenflerfluffeneinekleinenachtmusik’! Got it? Good!”
“Versace falafel what?” The rest of Naruto’s panicked question was cut of by Hinata stuffing a sock in his mouth.
How was he supposed to say anything with a sock stuffed in his… oh. Evil witch.
“Now, I’m going to punish you until I think you are completely rehabilitated.”
Naruto wasn’t listening to her. He was busy using that talented tongue of his to force the sock out of his mouth. He prayed to Kami-sama that the sock wasn’t used. As Naruto worked, Hinata pulled a large box from under the bed, containing some of the freakiest paraphernalia the man had ever seen. Where the hell was the sweet shy girl he met at the hospital?
Hinata finally emerged with what appeared to be a dildo-shaped taser; that gave off small electrical sparks as it rotated at a ridiculous speed.
“It’s called the 'Space Invader'.” Hinata supplied helpfully. “You don’t want to know the amount of batteries this thing will eat through!”
As Hinata prepared to sit on the bed and lean towards him; Naruto finally succeeded in spitting out the sock.
“Verbally flying kites! Vermin infested murals! Vilifying elderly matches! Please just let me go! I ain’t done nothing but good, I swear to Kami-sama, I ain’t done nothing but go-od!” Naruto was prepared to start sobbing if he needed to; as Hinata looked at him askance.
“Naruto, are you trying to say the safety-word?” Naruto nodded energetically, giving her his best pleading expression. “Well damn…”
Hinata put down the toy and opened Naruto’s cuffs. Naruto sighed in relief as he sat up, rubbed his wrists and tried to rid his mouth of the taste of sock. Hinata looked at him a little sadly.
“I was so hoping you’d be into this.”
Thursday, April 30, 2009
...Touche, Heartburn, Touche....
I've been suffering from heartburn for a good portion of the night.....So I go to change the song yet again on Pandora, thinking constantly about possibly going to buy some. On Pandora there was an ad for my favorite type of Pepto: Cherry flavored......Touche.......I will admit, that is a very good snub in the face.....(>I) Just cause I'm lacking sleep, that does not make me any less dangerous.....Pepto....you would do well to remember that....
On a much more interesting note, when my finger stumble, they often type re* (Ya'll know what the star stands for. If you don't, sorry....)
OH!! KK, you should listen to The Postal Service. It's a music band group thing. I think you and your bf would like it.
Also, my tea is delicious...It's my third or fourth cup with the same teabags. I've added an extra one for better flavoring. Yum.
On a much more interesting note, when my finger stumble, they often type re* (Ya'll know what the star stands for. If you don't, sorry....)
OH!! KK, you should listen to The Postal Service. It's a music band group thing. I think you and your bf would like it.
Also, my tea is delicious...It's my third or fourth cup with the same teabags. I've added an extra one for better flavoring. Yum.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
First, a quote:
"Sasuke jumped up on the sill, stepped inside, and froze. Tranquil blue carpet and walls, silver-framed pictures of Naruto’s team and Team 7, silver and blue lamp, silver and blue blanket with blonde hair sticking out from under it – oh. OH. Bedroom. Ah – not good. Not a good idea to be found in Naruto’s bedroom. It wasn’t a good idea to wake up an ANBU member – even a calmly sleeping one could take out your eye or remove a limb for you. People who woke up ANBU in hotels stood by the doorways in full body armor and threw pebbles until the person woke up, then turned and ran like hell. ANBU did not tend to be morning people."-Story I read
*siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh* I love that. So very lovely.
Second: I WANNA SLEEP BUT I GOTTA DO THIS PAPER!!!!
Third: Bf is evil. 'nuff said.
Fourth: We three were supposed to go out to eat, but instead ended up at my place with Papa Johns Pizza. Yum. Somehow I ended up with the leftovers and as of right now I have eaten 6 slices of pizza. That is a record for me. I can usually stomach two on a good day.
Fifth: Nope, that's it. I have an interview tomorrow. I'm gonna finish this paper, send it off, then wait for a reply, and if I don't get one before it's time for my interview, I'll just turn it in as is.
GOOD DAY AND GOOD NIGHT!
"Sasuke jumped up on the sill, stepped inside, and froze. Tranquil blue carpet and walls, silver-framed pictures of Naruto’s team and Team 7, silver and blue lamp, silver and blue blanket with blonde hair sticking out from under it – oh. OH. Bedroom. Ah – not good. Not a good idea to be found in Naruto’s bedroom. It wasn’t a good idea to wake up an ANBU member – even a calmly sleeping one could take out your eye or remove a limb for you. People who woke up ANBU in hotels stood by the doorways in full body armor and threw pebbles until the person woke up, then turned and ran like hell. ANBU did not tend to be morning people."-Story I read
*siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh* I love that. So very lovely.
Second: I WANNA SLEEP BUT I GOTTA DO THIS PAPER!!!!
Third: Bf is evil. 'nuff said.
Fourth: We three were supposed to go out to eat, but instead ended up at my place with Papa Johns Pizza. Yum. Somehow I ended up with the leftovers and as of right now I have eaten 6 slices of pizza. That is a record for me. I can usually stomach two on a good day.
Fifth: Nope, that's it. I have an interview tomorrow. I'm gonna finish this paper, send it off, then wait for a reply, and if I don't get one before it's time for my interview, I'll just turn it in as is.
GOOD DAY AND GOOD NIGHT!
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Nyuuph
No, that is not a foreign word. It's the word of my mood right now. I say things/sigh things that basically sum up my feelings. Currently, I'm realizing how narrow my world is. I read an article about how important being globally, locally, and business-ly aware is for hiring and surviving in a company. *Sigggggh* I honestly don't care very much about things of that sort. It's not my business, and it's too controversial for my tastes. I avoid conflict when possible, and if I find something to stand behind, I DO defend it. Much safer to read books and give opinions. They're less .....important, I suppose. No one is going to murder you for saying that a book was enjoyable when they found it distasteful.
Hmmm, y'know, I live my life peacefully in a daze. It's a self-induced daze, so that I don't try too hard, or hurt myself, but sometimes I slip and get passionate about something. I'm scared of being passionate about things. They've always been banned to me when I expressed my passion before. But I'm supposed to be growing up, so maybe I should try again. I'm so scared of the power I give people though....I've never had a problem with it since I stopped being as passionate and involved as I was years and years ago, because since I'm not passionate about it, people betraying me, mocking me, trying to hurt me held little power. They couldn't REALLY succeed and torture me because I never let it bother me. As long as I see the betrayal coming, I'm prepared and can face it calmly. If I open back up, and let myself focus and dedicate myself to things, I'm sure there's going to be drama and fights and hurt feelings and banns on what I love. I'm a coward. Writing this, I really realize what a coward I can be. I don't want anything else to be taken from me. It's like how I hide my sweet side, and 'lash' out at my loved ones to keep them from seeing how sappy and sugary I can be. *cringe* I'm sure you've all seen me sickly sweet before. It's disgusting and obvious just how much I care and love you when I slip up and do that. Too much love is frightening and trapping, and I want to set everyone I love free to live and learn, and always be there when they want and need me. That's my vision of love. True, reciprocated love is when they stay beside you regardless of how you let them go, and leave them to their own devices. ^///^ You know, this is just embarrassing me more and more. If you don't recognize my 'being sickly sweet' I'm prolly sweet to you regularly. Specifically to females. They're cute and evoke my protective instincts.
You know, I regularly wonder if someone's gonna take my written words differently from how I meant them. I wonder if I'm conveying myself correctly and ppl are taking from my words what I meant them to. Oh well, I haven't had that happen just yet.
Oh, you know, I just realized. Can't our blogs count as 'writing' daily? I wonder how much I've written on this blog.....Maybe one day I'll be counted as a professional too. ^_^
Phew, I guess I've written a good bit tonight. Thanks to E for making me think alot. But quit asking about my favorite secret place!!!! >_<
Hmmm, y'know, I live my life peacefully in a daze. It's a self-induced daze, so that I don't try too hard, or hurt myself, but sometimes I slip and get passionate about something. I'm scared of being passionate about things. They've always been banned to me when I expressed my passion before. But I'm supposed to be growing up, so maybe I should try again. I'm so scared of the power I give people though....I've never had a problem with it since I stopped being as passionate and involved as I was years and years ago, because since I'm not passionate about it, people betraying me, mocking me, trying to hurt me held little power. They couldn't REALLY succeed and torture me because I never let it bother me. As long as I see the betrayal coming, I'm prepared and can face it calmly. If I open back up, and let myself focus and dedicate myself to things, I'm sure there's going to be drama and fights and hurt feelings and banns on what I love. I'm a coward. Writing this, I really realize what a coward I can be. I don't want anything else to be taken from me. It's like how I hide my sweet side, and 'lash' out at my loved ones to keep them from seeing how sappy and sugary I can be. *cringe* I'm sure you've all seen me sickly sweet before. It's disgusting and obvious just how much I care and love you when I slip up and do that. Too much love is frightening and trapping, and I want to set everyone I love free to live and learn, and always be there when they want and need me. That's my vision of love. True, reciprocated love is when they stay beside you regardless of how you let them go, and leave them to their own devices. ^///^ You know, this is just embarrassing me more and more. If you don't recognize my 'being sickly sweet' I'm prolly sweet to you regularly. Specifically to females. They're cute and evoke my protective instincts.
You know, I regularly wonder if someone's gonna take my written words differently from how I meant them. I wonder if I'm conveying myself correctly and ppl are taking from my words what I meant them to. Oh well, I haven't had that happen just yet.
Oh, you know, I just realized. Can't our blogs count as 'writing' daily? I wonder how much I've written on this blog.....Maybe one day I'll be counted as a professional too. ^_^
Phew, I guess I've written a good bit tonight. Thanks to E for making me think alot. But quit asking about my favorite secret place!!!! >_<
Monday, April 27, 2009
Today
Heehee. ^_^ Today was....full of ups and downs. My teacher seemed to like me today, during my 'exam', and I got to nap when I went to Firefox's room after dinner, but I snored, and woke up to both of them staring at me. *whimper* Bf said it was cute, but I can't imagine how....OMGOSH! I FORGOT!!!!
I got on a public transit bus today. AND COULDN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO TELL THEM I WANTED OFF!!!!!!!!! It was bad...I got stuck for like an hour and a half, and I only went out to get breakfast before working on my paper before my exam. *cries* It was horrible. I was terrified. My fight or flight reflex was going a good portion of the time, ppl kept looking at me, and I HAD TO BE UNFRIENDLY!!! That bothers me the most. I was too scared to talk to anyone, as soon as I figured out where I was, I got off and walked back to my place. I was nearly late for my easy exam!! >.< I was so scared, and near tears, and terrified of being carried off and just! Auuuuuugh. I can't hardly take it anymore. I saw a TON of ppl with disabilities taking the bus. I'm scared of them lately because of an incident on a bus with one of them a little while back. I don't know if I posted about it. *siiiiiigh* I shouldn't be, but I can't really help it when I'm by myself, not dressed very modestly, and in unknown territory. >.< So scary!!
Anyways, I got to my exam in time. And after napping at Firefox's place, I edited some work for some peeps, and then told bf that I wanted to go to karaoke. He didn't want to, so we ended up wrestling and I won. Eventually. It took twenty freakin' minutes!!! I can't believe that! I had planned to be in and out of karaoke by 10, so I could spend some time with bf before I had to do that hall event. That didn't happen. We got there at 9 30, and left at 10 30 or so, after a damn sex song came on. We also sang a song together, and everyone said it was very cute. >.>_____<.<_____>.<
Nooo, the cuteness just doesn't stop. I wanted to sing some more, once I finished trembling. But I had had enough of the music pounding my head so we left, and I didn't have much time with bf besides on the walk home....*frown* I took a really quick shower tonight, then I went down to prepare stuff for the hall event, and no one else really showed up. *cries* Hall Council members, I mean. So I had the residents help me set everything up, and let them have their pick first. It turned out great in the end. But I'm so tired now...When I got back, all the manga I read had been updated, and I squeeeed and got to 'work' reading them all. It was great. I was like a kid in a candy store. Everyone's updated except for babydaddy. So, as a result, BOOOO.....I was excited about reading everyone.
Rozy: YAYS! You had a great weekend~! Good job with your writing! Sorry you had to read something about lesbians....o.O
collegekid: That was embarassing, and my vid totally beats your vid.
pineapples: YAAAAAAAAAAY! Don't say it'll be your last, I'm sure you can do it again! You must have worked really hard, so you deserve a reward. If you want anything from me, let me know via any technology available. ^_^
I got on a public transit bus today. AND COULDN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO TELL THEM I WANTED OFF!!!!!!!!! It was bad...I got stuck for like an hour and a half, and I only went out to get breakfast before working on my paper before my exam. *cries* It was horrible. I was terrified. My fight or flight reflex was going a good portion of the time, ppl kept looking at me, and I HAD TO BE UNFRIENDLY!!! That bothers me the most. I was too scared to talk to anyone, as soon as I figured out where I was, I got off and walked back to my place. I was nearly late for my easy exam!! >.< I was so scared, and near tears, and terrified of being carried off and just! Auuuuuugh. I can't hardly take it anymore. I saw a TON of ppl with disabilities taking the bus. I'm scared of them lately because of an incident on a bus with one of them a little while back. I don't know if I posted about it. *siiiiiigh* I shouldn't be, but I can't really help it when I'm by myself, not dressed very modestly, and in unknown territory. >.< So scary!!
Anyways, I got to my exam in time. And after napping at Firefox's place, I edited some work for some peeps, and then told bf that I wanted to go to karaoke. He didn't want to, so we ended up wrestling and I won. Eventually. It took twenty freakin' minutes!!! I can't believe that! I had planned to be in and out of karaoke by 10, so I could spend some time with bf before I had to do that hall event. That didn't happen. We got there at 9 30, and left at 10 30 or so, after a damn sex song came on. We also sang a song together, and everyone said it was very cute. >.>_____<.<_____>.<
Nooo, the cuteness just doesn't stop. I wanted to sing some more, once I finished trembling. But I had had enough of the music pounding my head so we left, and I didn't have much time with bf besides on the walk home....*frown* I took a really quick shower tonight, then I went down to prepare stuff for the hall event, and no one else really showed up. *cries* Hall Council members, I mean. So I had the residents help me set everything up, and let them have their pick first. It turned out great in the end. But I'm so tired now...When I got back, all the manga I read had been updated, and I squeeeed and got to 'work' reading them all. It was great. I was like a kid in a candy store. Everyone's updated except for babydaddy. So, as a result, BOOOO.....I was excited about reading everyone.
Rozy: YAYS! You had a great weekend~! Good job with your writing! Sorry you had to read something about lesbians....o.O
collegekid: That was embarassing, and my vid totally beats your vid.
pineapples: YAAAAAAAAAAY! Don't say it'll be your last, I'm sure you can do it again! You must have worked really hard, so you deserve a reward. If you want anything from me, let me know via any technology available. ^_^
Updating~!
Heehee. So, after harping on bf to update, I figured I should be fair and update myself. I made hot cocoa and melted chocolate into it. Now I have little tiny shards of chocolate running through it. It's delicious. Today, I went to bed at 9:30 am, and got up at 5 pm. I knew today would be hot, so I was glad to miss it. I looked at Holy Clothing's merchandise today. I really like their stuff, especially the halter top dresses. It sounds sketch, but it's honestly really well covering. I also looked at tons of lingerie and sex toys, trying to find something really good for my sister's birthday. @_@ so hard....! *sigh* I also ate at a Burger King for the first time in....I think years. With bf. It was actually really good. I got these little snackers things. Packers? something. *shrug* They were perfect for me. Bf and eat got a creme cake slice, I got a Butterfinger, and he got a Hershey's, and we shared them. When I was feeding bf a bite, a little girl went by and turned to see if I put it in his mouth. (I noticed her and changed my mind, putting it in my own mouth instead) lol. She was like "WTF?" with her eyes. I thought it was funny. We talked about how the abcfamily channel is more like Disney channel, because it's always showing Disney movies. While we were there, it showed Narnia and Bridge to Terabithia. I mean really, I can't think of that as a kid's movie. It's too realistic. Has anyone else seen Taken? It's AMAZING~! I loved it. So much fighting and torture and loyalty to one's family. *sigh* so great. I didn't really do any work. I'd feel guilty, but....I don't. I've thought about work alot. *shrug* that's all I can say. I feel a little bad for my partner though....I should really do some work so she can do some work. I've been sneezing alot lately. It bothers me. *pout* I also haven't eaten on campus since...o.O....well, Friday lunch, I think. I've eaten out a LOT. I fully blame bf. Oh, we're going out with Firefox on Wednesday for dinner. Hopefully we can stop by Priscilla's while we're out and I won't have to go with my mom. >.< I would like that, but I wouldn't like that, because I don't know that I'd be able to fully explore it. I'd like to do both.
Sometimes I get caught up in doing some mundane thing and don't stop until freeze and look at the time and question myself "What am I doing?" That's how I've realized I just spent the last hour playing with my pet so I could get more pet points. I'm tired of the apprentice stage. I want rookie level. This will make no sense if you don't have a facebook. Sorry.
That's pretty much all I've got right now. I'm really tired, and need some sleep so I can finish my English paper tomorrow. And finish editing my partner. I feel bad. I've been a bad partner to her. I'll have to make it up to her.
Sometimes I get caught up in doing some mundane thing and don't stop until freeze and look at the time and question myself "What am I doing?" That's how I've realized I just spent the last hour playing with my pet so I could get more pet points. I'm tired of the apprentice stage. I want rookie level. This will make no sense if you don't have a facebook. Sorry.
That's pretty much all I've got right now. I'm really tired, and need some sleep so I can finish my English paper tomorrow. And finish editing my partner. I feel bad. I've been a bad partner to her. I'll have to make it up to her.
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