So, I know in my previous post I told ya'll bout the running I had planned for today. Well, it went down just about seamlessly. I had just enough time between each task to relax and gather my 2-hour-sleep's-strength before I jumped back into the schedule and snickered while I thrashed it down. First off, I overslept. Bf came, picked me up, was upset with me for getting up late and thereby cutting our time to eat together short, and we went and ate (read: I scarfed down a biscuit, he ate his food in silence, I pecked him on the lips, and I went to class. I assume he did as well) In Spanish, the teacher almost deliberately skipped over me every time it was 'my turn' to answer something. Also, every time I said something, she'd say "What was that?" without looking even nearly in my direction, or she wouldn't acknowledge that I'd even said anything. I was soundly ignored, and it confused me. Over the weekend, I was told I was failing her class. Yes, I have a good accent, but I still need to PRACTICE MY VOCAB!!!! Vocab is the hardest part of any language that I've ever learned. If I don't practice it, I won't retain it. But when I told my freind B and bf at lunch, it seems that it upset the both of them even more than it upset me. Was it cause I got ignored? I didn't really understand, since it wasn't them that got dissed. But I was a little happy that they would be so soundly on my side, and do their best to help me. After Spanish, I went to Jap, where we had a Kanji quiz. DUDE! If she had given us ONE MORE MINUTE to study, I could have gotten a perfect score. As it is, I'll be lucky to get a 60. My freind E has an amazing calligraphy pen that makes it really fun to write kanji with it. Since I have to be so careful with how I shape the characters, I remember it. At least I have confidence in my translation abilities. Then I went to lunch after cheering Z on with his kanji studying. I found a new advertisement for condoms in the newspaper. They're so funny. Lunch was sorta funny. When bf and I got there, there weren't any four-ppl tables open, so we sat at a 2-ppl one, even though I wanted a four-ppl one so B could sit with us. Bf said B might not even be coming, so not to bother. When I went to get out drinks, I saw B on my way back, and he was all "ATTACK THAT TABLE!" So we claimed a four-ppl table and made bf and myself and B move our stuff to that one. lol. Mmm, after that I went to badminton, where at first it was rather interesting. I have more power now. But then I started feeling sick. Like, run away and hide from others sick. But I had another meeting after my class! So I stuck it out, and then bought something to drink, and went to my meeting. I also switched out my book bag. My meeting about my hall's constitution went really well. I got alot of compliments about how insightful I was, and things like that. We made a TON of changes. Then I told her I'd type up the thing tomorrow and send it to her so the rest of the board can revise it and we can finalize it. But actually, I typed it all the way up and sent it tonight~! ^//^ But after that meeting (which took a good 40 minutes-Our constitution was 3 1/2 pages. Now it's 6, thanks to me.) I went to an international foods meeting for our program in a month. We brainstormed like crazy, and I got picked on, but it was okay, because I was with a ton of ppl I liked. Then I went to class, where I got there a little early, and started typing the constitution. Then our teacher gave us a serious quiz, which I hope I passed (I read one assignment, skimmed another, and read the abstract+discussion+readers comments section of the third one.) Then she paired us up, and my person actually had done the assignment, and gave a bit of help. Not like, she was only a little helpful (though it felt like it.) but it was a difficult assignment, and I hadn't even done it and was doing most of the filling out. I think I'm too distrusting. I don't count on anyone I don't have prior experience with to know what they're doing until they prove themselves to me. Sad.... Then I went to dinner with bf, after arguing with firecrotch and losing. (I HAD A GREAT ARGUMENT AND HE STILL SAID NOOOOO) Bf and I ate, then we went to Sex in the Dark, which was different from the one in my hall. We wrote questions and random people read them. I read a few. Bf wrote some, and I wrote some. But bf did not say a word, and he was not near me, and he only laughed a few times, and I was lonely and he didn't contribute and it didn't feel like we were doing it 'together' at ALL! I ended up offering alot of my opinions (since I'm a know-it-all) and he offered none. I was really disappointed. I felt like I could have gone alone and gotten just as much from it, if not more. After the program, I was a little upset about that, so I worked on the Constitution in bf's room until time for me to go chalk the damned school. I was fighting the urge to cry the entire time, and scolding myself like crazy. I didn't really have a legitimate reason to be upset, but it just didn't feel happy for me. So then I went to chalk, and ended up being complimented again on my abilities. ^_^ The guy in charge of us, after seeing my work, said that I was in charge of all the important chalking. I bet it rains before tomorrow, and no one sees our hard work. We split into two teams (I was the only girl) and worked together to cover a large area of places where ppl might see it. It was great. I got back to my room around 12 15 though.... But my partner escorted me, so it was fine! When I got back, I was super sore and worn out. lol. But it felt sorta good. I enjoy working to the best of my abilities, even if it means my hands go numb, and I scrape the hell out of hands and nails. I always want to be able to contribute something worthwhile, so I keep trying.
Rozfire, I like that couple as well. Well, more like....I find them funny. I don't mind them. But I have to say, my FAVORITE couple is Tsubasa when she's got that split personality and Ryuuji. I laughed til I cried at that one. How nostalgic....I sorta wanna go read that now....
Quote of the Day: "It was so cold we had to cuddle!" -Jonas talking about how frickin cold it was when we were all chalking. It was amazing. Like, almost this excuse type voice and.....well darn, I guess you just had to be there.
If you understand Japanese, pay tons of attention to the lyrics. Otherwise, enjoy a interesting video with awesome music: Note: Very slight female nudity.
Lyrics:
Saa wasuremashou sono mirai ga
Mata chi�@nurarete yuku nante
Namanurui kaze doguro wo maitara
Sore ga tabun aizu
Come, let's forget that future
that is becoming smeared with blood again.
If a warm wind curls into a spiral,
that is probably a sign.
Nukedashitette Nukedashitette
Kanashisugiru unmei kara
Anata wa naraku no hana ja nai
Sonna basho de
Sakanaide sakanaide
Karametorarete ikanaide
Escape, escape,
from this sorrowful fate.
You are not a flower of Naraku.
In that kind of place
Don't bloom there, don't bloom there
Don't let them ensnare you.
Oto mo naku tobikau toki no kakera
Shards of time fly by without a sound.
Dare ga kono te wo nigitteru no?
Dare ga kono kami wo nadeteiru no?
Ima naiteita moegi no naka de
Kanjiteru aizu
Who is grasping my hand?
Who is stroking my hair?
Now, in the crying sprouts,
I can feel the signal.
Tobikoetette tobikoetette
Unmei no haguruma kara
Anata wa naraku no hana ja nai
Sonna basho de
Chiranaide chiranaide
Soshite tane wo nokosanaide
Fly away, fly away,
from the wheels of fate.
You are not a flower of Naraku.
In that kind of place,
don't scatter your petals, don't scatter your petals,
and don't sow your seeds.
Me wo daseba futatabi mawaru karuma
Everchanging karma spreads its seeds once more.
Nukedashitette Nukedashitette
Kanashisugiru unmei kara
Anata wa naraku no hana ja nai
Sonna basho de
Sakanaide sakanaide
Karametorarete ikanaide
Escape, escape,
from this sorrowful fate.
You are not a flower of Naraku.
In that kind of place
Don't bloom there, don't bloom there
Don't let them ensnare you.
Oto mo naku tobikau toki no kakera
Shards of time fly by without a sound.
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